01.04.2012

So you know what I realized today........ I am sooooo not good at this blogging thingy. I tell myself that I will post a blog every day. HAHA thats funny, I can hardly do it for a week straight. But thats what happens when you have life and work and school and everything else that happens in between. Well at least I'm trying right, thats all that matters.

Got news that I will be going skiing or snowboarding next weekend with the bf! Im so excited!!! So I dug around in my closet last night to find my jacket and ski pants.....found them both. Tried on the jacket, it fits. Tried on the pants.... did not fit. WTH!! The pants fit last year when I went  snowboarding, I knew I gained a few pounds but good gosh putting those pants on did not help my self estem one bit. So I went to the sportings good store after work to day to see if I could find a pair of pants. Found one, and honestly was not to excited to buy a new pair. Just knowing that I will wear them a few times this winter and hopefully by next winter they will be too big. Ohh geeze the joys of being a girl! Never satsified no matter what!

01.02.2012

Happy New Year!!!

New Year, New Me, New Way of Seeing Things. 

I have realized that my life is just too cluttered, its full of stuff that is unnecessary and it is slowly taking over. I need to start cutting out those things that are making me crazy or that are blocking my view of life.

1) I need to de-clutter my apartment first of all. Over the last few days I have realized that I have way to much "crap". Most of it all was an impulse buy, but it is starting to overwhelm me. I need to use up what I currently have and when that runs out I can purchase new things. Its crazy how many face washes or lotions I have collected over the years. I need to do a hard core cleaning of my things and decide what I can part with and what I want to keep.

2) I need to get my life back on track with eating healthy and exercising. I have a minor addiction to fast food. For some reason my brain has to eat the fast food because if I don't get it I feel like I'm gong to go crazy or that the restaurant itself is going to disappear tomorrow. I say this every month or what feels like every other week. But I have been thinking over the last few weeks that enough is enough. There is no magic pill or exercise program that will make me skinny. I have to do it myself, I have to eat right and exercise.

3) This semester at school is going to be a rough one, I just can feel it. This means that I need to not slack on my work and I need to get my assignments done ahead of time. I am (and will probably always be) a procrastinator. I get my work done but I usually do it the night before its due. By doing that it does not allow me to look over and make sure what I'm turning in is correct. I just do the assignment and turn it in. I need to push my procrastination aside and concentrate on doing the work before its due.




4) I need to realize that I cannot worry about others and that they can care for themselves. Most times I will put everyone's feeling before mine. This is starting to make me crazy and hurt me in the end. I am worrying more about everyone and not myself. This year I am only going to worry about myself!

It's a new year and this means that I can start to change what I don't like. 

Let's make this a better year for me and everyone around me.