01.02.2012

Happy New Year!!!

New Year, New Me, New Way of Seeing Things. 

I have realized that my life is just too cluttered, its full of stuff that is unnecessary and it is slowly taking over. I need to start cutting out those things that are making me crazy or that are blocking my view of life.

1) I need to de-clutter my apartment first of all. Over the last few days I have realized that I have way to much "crap". Most of it all was an impulse buy, but it is starting to overwhelm me. I need to use up what I currently have and when that runs out I can purchase new things. Its crazy how many face washes or lotions I have collected over the years. I need to do a hard core cleaning of my things and decide what I can part with and what I want to keep.

2) I need to get my life back on track with eating healthy and exercising. I have a minor addiction to fast food. For some reason my brain has to eat the fast food because if I don't get it I feel like I'm gong to go crazy or that the restaurant itself is going to disappear tomorrow. I say this every month or what feels like every other week. But I have been thinking over the last few weeks that enough is enough. There is no magic pill or exercise program that will make me skinny. I have to do it myself, I have to eat right and exercise.

3) This semester at school is going to be a rough one, I just can feel it. This means that I need to not slack on my work and I need to get my assignments done ahead of time. I am (and will probably always be) a procrastinator. I get my work done but I usually do it the night before its due. By doing that it does not allow me to look over and make sure what I'm turning in is correct. I just do the assignment and turn it in. I need to push my procrastination aside and concentrate on doing the work before its due.




4) I need to realize that I cannot worry about others and that they can care for themselves. Most times I will put everyone's feeling before mine. This is starting to make me crazy and hurt me in the end. I am worrying more about everyone and not myself. This year I am only going to worry about myself!

It's a new year and this means that I can start to change what I don't like. 

Let's make this a better year for me and everyone around me.